The last time.
Well its the last step that I am going to take. Faith is what it is. Faith is what's going to be and faith is what its going to take. Obedience is the next or is it the same. Obey and follow despite what everyone else does or says. Obey who ? Obey you ? Who shall I obey? Certainly not you who is telling me what to do and what not to do. Your just a man right.. HOw can man ordain his step correctly according to the Lord Jesus Christ. The Living God of this Universe. To ask another question what is wisdom? Better than gold far more valuable than silver. Wisdom to live a right and justly life in reverence and fear of the Living God. Wisdom and Knowledge huh! What is this gift of grace the Lord Jesus has bestowed upon me. Its funny, in a matter of fact that I know I have these gifts but don't take them in to consideration. But anywayz ...
Well my heart hurts and I kind of know why. Well beside the fact that anything that is good happens to me or I am please with seems always to backfire for my worst. Since I have been a so called born again spirit filled believer, yea blessings have occurred but when i maybe decide on something it ends up a wreck. I have done worst things since I have been born again. Sometime I feel like I am Chief of sinners just like Paul. What the deal with that. Can somebody tell me why? I ask the Lord but silence is what I hear. Silence is where He is speaking. The voice in me the underling echo of my shatter image I hear. Desperate for the answer but I wait in dispair. Can anybody hear this cry one last time?